This is the third guest post from Steve Mills, a local Guelph participant of the May Health Challenge. See his story here:
Entering the first week of the May Health challenge was a breeze, as I jumped with both feet, guns a blazing, ready to change my life. The second week saw my addictions rear their ugly heads as my momentum wore off and the realization of my new found choices set in. Unlike that first week, it had suddenly become a challenge. I persevered, as hard as it was, making the difficult choice to stay the path and feel that I’m the better man for it. But, please don’t mistake my pride for a sense of accomplishment.
I haven’t accomplished anything, yet. If this May Health challenge is going to mean anything, then it must remain but a first step in a much larger lifestyle change. It will mean absolutely nothing if I merely return to my old habits. And old habits die hard.
Unlike other addictions where one can choose, no matter how difficult, to abstain from their vice, being addicted to food is a much different animal. One cannot simply stop eating. As I look forward I realize that I face my addiction every day for the rest of my life. I will have to remain vigilant in not allowing myself to fall into the old habits ever again. I shall have to monitor my food choices, portion sizes and my bodies’ reaction to what I put in it. And though, over time, I believe it will get easier, I need to ensure that I never lull myself into a false sense of security. I’ve tried to change before, and ultimately failed.
But this time will be different. I want it to be different. I want to change. I have made myself accountable to myself, to my wife and thanks to the power of the internet and more specifically Twitter, I have made myself accountable to all of you. In return, you have offered me your unyielding support and for that I can never thank you enough.
Steve Mills is a graphic designer in Guelph ON. He can be reached at:
steve@stevemillsdesign.com
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